My darling sweet Bella Happy 6th birthday sweetest child of mine. Oh how I wish with every part of my being that you were here for us to celebrate you. Oh how I yearn for you. For every part of you. The good, the bad, the easy, the difficult, and everything inbetween. The build up to this day always hangs over me for weeks before, I wonder if that will ever change or become easier? I have been playing over and over in my head the day you were born. That wonderful day that you decided to surprise us all…