Nine years ago our precious darling Belsie, you  left us, having only spent 7.5 months with us. The path of our lives changed forever at that moment. The memory of that day lives on crystal clear in my mind. I don’t remember the days leading up to your death and I definitely don’t remember the many months after, but that day is etched in my brain. Our lives were completely turned upside down in a way we would never ever have wanted or welcomed into our lives. And yet as time has passed, and the grief and deep, deep yearning…