Baby girl, our precious Bella Today is your 9th birthday. How is that even possible? I miss you so very very much. I woke up with this very heavy feeling this morning. In fact I have had a very heavy feeling for about 10 days now, knowing that today was coming. But this morning particularly I woke up being so aware of how our morning would be different if you were still with us. We would be waking up our precious 9 year old daughter with presents and balloons and celebrating the whole day! You would be taking treats for…